Cultured December 31, 2009
KISS ME, TOUCH ME, MY BODY IS YOURS TO ENJOY. Is there a sign on me that I’m unaware of or has feminism really hit a stand still where men find women my age playful? I could only hope the ogling of my breasts and all these requests are a misunderstanding because suddenly I’ve become the one they want… Suddenly my very presence in a room causes stares so crude I look down just to make sure I’m fully dressed. I envision a project, I dedicate my time to make it happen only to be met by the likes of a man in his 50s asking me for my personal information,.6’5, he was more than a foot higher than myself and my voice just wasn’t working, all of a sudden I was…In a large, pretentious house as a Christmas Eve Party with the brother of the host groping my face and telling me I’m pretty again and again and again. His stares, that of a 50 year old man send chills down my spine and I feel hot, angry, violated, all of a sudden …I’m defenseless.